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The sun rose gracefully, once
more heralding the start of a new day. Laurette Blakeley dipped
her paint brush into the smooth paint, and spread it across the
canvassed surface. She gazed up, just in time to see the Pisces
star constellation fade into the early morning. She smiled, that
smile which was said to have never gone old. The rest of her
was almost eighty-six, but her smile was as young as when she
was fifteen. He had once told her that her smile would never
change. She dipped her paintbrush back into the paint, and as
she did she dipped herself, back into the past...
"Laurette! Come inside this instant!" Hurriedly, Laurette
sped towards Aldercy's voice. Aldercy was a medium sized lady,
with curls of hair, that was always tied in a tight bun. Her
voice acquired immediate attention, and could never be ignored.
Laurette knew, because she had tried so very hard to do so many
times. Aldercy had been Laurette's personal servant for as long
as she could remember. Aldercy was very educated and had taught
Laurette everything about being a lady. "Laurette!" Aldercy
yelled again.
"Coming!" Laurette
smoothed her skirt down, made sure there wasn't any paint on
the fabric, and ran her finger's through
her straight red hair. Then with her glance down she walked
into the doorway of the mansion.
Aldercy's
cool green eyes stared at her, and suddenly they were warmed.
She glanced at the girl
and stroked her hair gently. Laurette looked at her surprised,
Aldercy didn't look angry at all. Usually, she was always
telling Laurette to do something this way or that. Her voice
however
stern, when Laurette looked into her eyes, she could see
the hint of warmth in them, even when she was angry. Today,
though,
those eyes were the warmest green. The green of life, and
of the plants in the gardens. Laurette had never seen Aldercy's
eyes warmer except for the day they came to America, from
London.
Laurette had cried and cried about leaving. She hadn't wanted
to go to America. Aldercy had calmed her down. She reminded
her
that her mother and father were there, and she'd have to
go sometime. Aldercy's eyes had been warmest then.
"I
was serving at the sewing circle your mother had yesterday,
as you may know," Aldercy explained. Laurette nodded.
Sewing circles were a popular get together for women, that
wasn't very
much about sewing as it was gossip. Her mother threw one
every month, but Laurette hadn't been to the most recent,
she was in
the park the whole day, just looking for her lost inspiration,
and reading Mr. Calloway's poems. After she read his poems
she painted the picture he had drawn with words, and immediately
found her inspiration. "Your mother and I heard some
things..about you.and.she feels that now would be a good
time to..talk," Aldercy
spoke as if she had chosen her words with great care.
Without
speaking she gestured with her hand to follow and led
the way into the parlor. Laurette followed slowly.
She knew
her mother loved her, but she also knew that her mother
didn't understand
her. It was easy to love someone, but oh, how difficult
it was to understand them. Laurette didn't look like
her mother
at all.
Her mother had hair the color of early honey, while Laurette's
was a rich dark red. Laurette's eyes were a purple brown,
while her mother's was a sparkling night blue. Her mother
was sitting
on one of the armchairs, her back slightly forward. The
graceful way to sit, Laurette recalled the previous week's
lecture,
when her mother had been to the market and had overheard
that Laurette
had an ungraceful slouch.
Silently,
Laurette had listened saying "Yes,
mother," and "No, mother," when her mother
wanted her to say it even though she had asked a yes or
no question,
that could be answered any which way. Secretly, Laurette
had wondered if it was lady-like to "overhear".
She had had to bite her tongue to keep from laughing loudly
and to suppress
unwanted giggles. As she walked into the parlor she wondered
what this week's lecture would be about.
"Sit
down, my dear," Mrs. Blakeley said motioning to an armchair
beside her. Laurette sat obediently. "I know
that you like to paint, dear. It's just that. Catherine
Miller, said.." Laurette,
although she seemed to be listening had stopped after
her mother had mentioned Catherine Miller. Catherine
was a very jealous
older girl about the age of seventeen. She was always
spreading nasty rumors about any young lady, she
thought was better in
some way than herself. Catherine thought she was
perfect in every way, with her long fair hair in
neat locks,
heart shaped face
and cool sky blue eyes. Cold blue eyes, thought Laurette,
very cold. She almost shuddered thinking about them—almost,
but she didn't dare; in case her mother was watching.
Catherine had started rumors, of practically every
girl in Maryland,
especially
Laurette. The slouching back, the loud laugh, the
wicked smile, and then there was that whole thing
about the
corset. It was
unbelievable, but the worst thing was that her mother
believed Catherine, or Caity as Catherine had said
to call her. Her mother
actually liked her!
What
did she say this time? She started listening to her mother
again. "My dear,
I know you are only fifteen. I know that you aren't
yet wise enough to understand, but where did you
get
this silly notion of wanting to be an artist, and
never wanting to marry?" Mrs. Blakeley said.
Laurette couldn't help but smile, the smile that
every lady had complimented, and Catherine
had called wicked.
"Mother, for once Catherine
has spoken the truth, I just am not the marrying
type. Besides, I've already
been a bridesmaid three times. Once at Cousin Evelyn's
, once at ..." her mother cut her off.
"I don't care if you've been a bridesmaid two hundred times, no
one believes that rumor. You know perfectly well
that your Aunt Martha." This time Laurette started talking before her mother
could finish. "Aunt Martha married three people
just as she was a bridesmaid, and each one died," Laurette
said.
"How dare you talk about the dead like that? It is not.." Mrs.
Blakeley didn't finish, but her daughter did
it for her.
"Ladylike?
Mother, you don't understand! I am...already
married." She
finished quietly.
Her
mother gasped, and Aldercy eyes became wide, both were completely
shocked. "To who?!" they
screamed in unison.
"To whom, you mean, right? I am married to my art." Laurette
said calmly. She was sick of all the
talk about marrying somebody, and of all the annoying proposals that went along
with the dull
suitors. She was sick of her mother giving
her hints, saying things like "You'll be a wonderful mother when you marry,
my dear," or things like "You
will make a great lady to a lord, someday," from
Aldercy. She didn't want to marry.
She wanted to become
somebody, be
somebody, and not change for
anybody.
"Good grief! I almost fainted. Young lady, I was going to honor
your wishes by not making you go
to the ball. However, now that I see that you cannot honor mine, you will go," Mrs.
Blakeley said. Then she looked at Laurette's hair, and plucked a strand
that was bright yellow holding it
she added "and you will
look your best,".
Laurette
got up and left alone, feeling the two
great women's eyes
in her back. She
heard something about
speaking to her father but she
ignored it. Her father may own many ships
and be a merchant,
but he was
very gentle with her,
even though he knew her mother
was right.
She
glanced at the finished painting of the garden. Before she
could
call a servant
to
take the supplies
back up
into her room,
one came out. It was Walter,
the butler. He picked up the
artwork
and paints,
then turned
to her.
"Miss Laurette,
your mother wishes you to start
getting dressed for the ball
at the lighthouse.
She would like you to go to your
room immediately. She informed
me that she wants you to wear
the yellow silk, with black sash,
and your pearls," he waited
as if for more instructions.
"Very
well, thank you Walter," Laurette said sadly.
She
went inside and started up the grand staircase. As she walked
into
the bedroom she
saw her dress spread out on the bed. It
was her favorite, only
worn once. She had worn it when she had gotten her first compliment
relating to
her
artwork.
Her maid,
came out of her wardrobe
with her black
beaded dance slippers. Laurette sighed, then
willingly allowed herself
to be dressed.
She wore the pearls that
her Aunt Martha had given her. She
had liked Aunt Martha,
always
nice, with a lovely smile.
Aunt Martha
was always saying that
Laurette was a copy of her. Laurette agreed, they had the same
smile, hair, eyes,
personality,
and love of
art. Aunt Martha, like
her
husbands
had
died
too soon. Laurette sighed again then
slowly descended the stairs.
Her
father had just come in through the front door. "I never
thought I'd see the day
that my daughter willingly went to a social gathering, like
a ball!" he
joked.
"You look wonderful, my dear," her mother said. Laurette,
despite her frustration
smiled. Her parents looked so different, they looked like they had come from
different
worlds, except
for that special glint
in each other's eyes, that
was so creamy and full of love.
Seeing that glint now, she felt a wave of happiness.
She would do anything
for that glint to come into her eyes, and for someone to see her with that glint.
"Why
is there a ball anyway, Papa. What about the war?" Laurette
asked. Her and her
whole family were loyalists, and she already knew that some patriots were going
to be at the gathering.
"Oh,
the war hasn't started,
yet. They haven't declared it," her
father replied, "Now
you go and have a
good time, alright?"
Laurette
nodded in reply,
and went out
to the carriage.
As
she rode
she thought
about how beautiful
the
sun looked shining
it's
last rays before
sunset. She realized
that ever
since she
had come to
America, she
had had more
freedom than
under
King George
III's rule. She
quickly shrugged off the
thought, no, she
was a loyalist,
and she would remain
loyal to the
king.
As
the carriage stopped and she
walked up
to the gazebo
by the
lighthouse,
she could hear
the orchestra
playing
a beautiful
melody. Flowers
filled the air,
and pretty
dresses of
rainbow
colors swirled
around her, while
the
lighthouse's
light loomed overhead,
in the lilac
and rose
sky. Just
like a
painting she
thought, beautiful! Her
happy thoughts
disappeared as
Catherine
walked towards
her, two handsome
young
men stood at
both her sides.
Laurette bit
back a remark
about
how Catherine
had
an ungraceful
slouch right
now.
"Why,
Laur..ette." She
said with a pause
in between each
syllable. Obviously,
she was looking
Laurette up and
down. Laurette
gave her an
amused smile;
thank you mother,
she thought,
for your great
taste. Laurette
knew
she looked attractive
and very mature.
Catherine suddenly
grinned broadly.
"She's the one I was telling you about," She said sweetly.
The young men
immediately looked at Laurette's waist and then turned to Catherine in disbelief.
Catherine started to talk, "You
must be barely
able to breathe, tell me how did you go from thirty to ..nineteen". Laurette's
cheeks turned crimson. Catherine had told everybody that even with a corset Laurette's
waist was
thirty inches,
but that was three weeks ago, why did she have to cling to every rumor, especially
if it was so untrue.
"Just
the same
as you go from forty to twenty-five all the time, Catherine
my dear. Except I never
went from thirty to nineteen. I was nineteen
all the
way," She
smiled
innocently at Catherine;
who had
immediately turned around
with
a swish of her gaudy
gown,
and murmured
something
about
her favorite
song
being played. The
young
men followed,
but grinning
broadly.Laurette
glared back
at
her; she could
hardly
believe
that
she
had
been brave
enough
to
say such
a thing.
Although
she
was happy
about
her
victory,
her
mood had turned
from
bad
to
good to worse,
very
quickly,
and
she knew
that
her
mood would
stay
the
same. Now,
she
wouldn't
be
able
to
enjoy even
the
setting. She
turned
away
from
the
party, determined
to
go
home, even
if
she had to
walk.
As
she started
down
the
steps,
she
heard a voice
behind
her
and the
notes
of
a new waltz.
"Would
you
do me the
honor,
Miss?" the
voice
said.
She
turned
around
to
find
a
young
man
in
a
black
suit.
He
had
dark
brown
hair,
and
deep
green
eyes
filled
with
warmth,
that
reminded
Laurette
of
Aldercy's
eyes.
She
caught
Catherine
giving
her
a
nasty
look,
and
suddenly
she
found
herself
talking
despite
what
she
wanted.
"I'd
be
delighted
to",
she
replied
sweetly.
She
was swept
just as
quickly onto
the dance
floor; soon
she found
herself enjoying
the dance. "May,
I
ask
who
my
lovely
partner
is?" the
boy
asked.
"Laurette. Laurette Blakeley," she replied.
"Sorry,
but I asked who you are, not your name," he answered, "but
my name is Alden Calloway. As for who I am, I am a patriot".
So that's what he meant Laurette thought, and that's why Catherine had given
her a nasty look. Despite Catherine's dislike for attention
turned away from herself, she wouldn't want a decent girl loyalist to dance
with a patriot, and neither would I, thought Laurette.
She felt sick all over again.
"I am sorry to say that I
am a loyalist," she
answered.
"Why, are you sorry? Do you not want to be a loyalist?" This
question startled her, a different young man had made his way over to her and
Alden. The orchestra had picked up a new tune.
"May,
I cut in?" he
asked.
"Of
course. 'Till we meet again," Alden handed her over
to the other gentleman
Laurette
studied
her new partner, he had
cold blue eyes just
like Catherine's, and wavy
blonde hair. "Fremont," he
offered "Victor Fremont. I am also a loyalist, but
may I
ask why you said you were sorry to say you were, to that...patriot?" he
said the
word as
if it
was an
insult to
be said
on his
lips.
The
rest of
the night
Laurette danced
with gentlemen
short and
tall. She
felt as
if she
was in
a whirlwind,
that never
ended. Finally,
the crowds
began to
die down;
and she
started to
get ready
to leave
herself. As
she walked
to where
the carriages
were picking
up, she
saw the
young man
with the
green eyes
standing nearby.
Alden! She
wanted so
much to
ask him
more questions,
her curiosity
was heightened
by his
mysteriousness. As
she waited
for her
carriage she
saw that
he was
writing in
a journal.
She
watched him,
until finally
he looked
up. His
eyes looking
straight at
her. She
blushed again,
and just
by luck
the beam
from the
lighthouse hit
her face
full. When
the blinding
light had
moved away,
he was
right beside
her.
"May I ask, Miss
Laurette what you are doing here at this late hour, alone?" he
said. She looked around, there was hardly anybody left, and all
the carriages seemed to have left.
"My carriage hasn't come
yet." she said embarrassed, that he had caught her staring
at him. He glanced down at his watch.
"It's almost eight
to eleven. You should go home right away! I know I do not share
your opinions..however, I think you should let me escort you
home" he said. He looked so anxious Laurette laughed.
He stared at her confused.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't help
myself. You just looked so worried, and embarrassed. It was
exactly how
I felt.. I live at Avery Lane," she replied truthfully, "and
please, call me Laurette". Alden looked at her for a
moment, then started laughing himself. Laurette laughed with
him, all
her weariness forgotten.
Alden,
still smiling spoke up, "What
a coincidence! I live near the same street. By the way
Laurette you must call me Alden," he locked
his eyes on her face "You
have the prettiest smile I have ever seen".
He extended
his arm "Shall
we go
then?"
Laurette
took his
arm, still
smiling. It
was a
long walk,
as they
walked they
talked about
anything that
came to
mind. Laurette
was completely
lost to
the beauty
of the
night. "Tomorrow,
I'm going to paint the lighthouse just like this!" she
exclaimed, talking
to herself.
"You paint?" Alden asked. Laurette nodded her eyes sparkling. "You
must really love it, to talk about it that way. I like to write poetry," he
said.
"You don't mean..are you Mr. Calloway..as in..the famous poet?
I never though you would be so young! I love your poems. Whenever I read them
I see a clear picture, and I paint it right way," Laurette
realized how much she had said and immediately bit her tongue.
Alden
laughed "Yes,
most people think I'm at least forty, but really I don't think I could be
more than a year older than
you. I'd like to see some of your paintings sometime they
must be quite something."
"I'd
like to think so. I really want to do something with my art
someday. Really though, my best drawings come from your poems.
It's like they're
inspiration."
"That
is the best compliment anyone has ever paid me, thank you" Alden
replied then he added "I think that tonight I'll write
a
poem about your smile."
Laurette
blushed
brightly.
She
wished
this
night
would
never
end.
It
was
the
first
time
she
had
talked
to
someone
who
understood
her,
and
the
sprinkled
compliments
were
very
nice.
Then
she
remembered
Catherine,
and
her
nasty
stare.
She
looked
up
at
Alden. "An
acquaintance of mine says it looks wicked. She says that
I should care
more about my looks than my silly paintings".
Alden's
smile vanished then suddenly returned. He looked closely at
her in
the
darkness, then quoted from his poetry "A young girls
beauty like rainbows far away, unlike talent, true genius, and Laurette's
smile, it never seems to stay".
They walked
on in
silence.
Both
treasuring the
walk with
their partner.
How can
we be
so alike
and yet
so different,
Laurette thought. "Well, here
we are. Avery Lane," Alden pointed to the street sign as
he talked. Laurette looked in disbelief and disappointment. Suddenly,
the door was thrown open to her house, and Aldercy familiar voice
filled the air.
"Laurette,
my goodness! Do you know the
time? The carriage went, and you were no where there! Your father
almost called the.." she stopped in mid sentence realizing
that her mistress was not alone. Laurette knew she was
shocked
after everything that had happened that afternoon. Aldercy's
voice warmed "Laurette, it is late. Say goodbye to
the young
man and come inside",
the door
closed softly.
Alden
and Laurette
looked at
each other
and burst
out laughing. "I
don't think I've ever laughed so much!" Laurette
exclaimed.
"You're not the only one! That housekeeper of yours has a very
authoritative manner," Alden replied. Laurette nodded. "When
I was little I thought Aldercy wasn't a name but a thing. I actually looked
her name up in the dictionary and guess what it said.." she
paused, "chief!" Alden
burst out
laughing, and
Laurette followed.
"If we don't say good bye and go our ways, I think she will be
very worried. I hope to see you soon," Alden
replied. Laurette
nodded.
"Goodbye," she
said as she started up the steps. Alden
waved back.
Laurette
went
inside
the
house
fully
expecting
tons
of
questions
on
the
other
side.
Despite
the
late
hour,
her
parents,
and
Aldercy
were
fully
dressed
and
wide
awake.
Their
eyes
were
filled
with
excitement.
Aldercy
had
obviously
told
them.
"Who was that
young man?" they asked together. They had a habit of
speaking
in unison most of the time.
"His name was Alden Calloway," she
answered hiding
a smile on
her lips.
If they
knew he
was a patriot
they'd never
let him
even talk
to her.
As went
upstairs, she
heard whispers
from her
parents and
Aldercy. That
night her
dreams were
filled with
Alden's voice
reciting poems
and floating
images of
her paintings
.
When
she
woke up
the next
morning she
had a wonderful
idea. Feeling
giddy she
dressed and
lightly walked
out the
door and
into the
gardens. Good,
she thought.
Walter had
already set
up her
arts supplies
in her
favorite spot,
between the
white roses
and the
tall elm
tree. She
hurried over
to it
and started
mixing different
colors. She
would need
the perfect
warm green.
As
the early
morning faded
away into
an early
afternoon, Laurette's
painting became
more and
more lifelike.
Just as
she was
adding the
finishing touches,
she heard
a branch
snap. She
whirled around,
there was
Alden smiling
at her,
his eyes
dancing. She
couldn't believe
he was
here. She
gave him
a big
hug. Then
realizing what
she had
done, she
quickly stepped
back and
apologized.
"It's
alright. I'm guessing you also felt like you've known me forever?" Alden
asked.
Laurette
gasped, "Can you read minds?" she
asked astonished.
"No,
no. I'm only a poet for now," Alden chuckled. He then
noticed his portrait. "Well, you've been busy," he
added.
"I...I just thought that if you were going
to write
a poem for me, then I should do something for you," she
explained.
"I am truly honored. It's an identical likeness," he
admired the painting. Suddenly, Laurette wondered why Alden had come at
all. As if on cue Alden started to speak, "I
came here
wondering if..that
is..have you
heard of
the art
show?"
"Have I? Of course, it's supposed to be wonderful! With actual
artists and many paintings, how could I forget?"
"Just as I thought. Would you like to go?"
"Of
course, but it's invitation only."
Alden
pulled out an envelope from his pocket and handed it
to Laurette. Laurette pulled the gold seal up and
carefully
unfolded
the
letter
inside. "How did you ever get one?
I heard they were very selective," she
said.
"Well, if you are along the lines of accomplished poet..In fact,
I'm surprised you didn't get one your family is wealthy," Alden
said.
"The art show is only for patriots and well..."
"I see," Alden replied, "Well, anyway you can be my
guest to the art show".
The
day the art show was to take place, was the day Laurette's life
changed. She had a wonderful time, and when Alden drove
her home she clearly saw the glint in his eyes. As they passed
the lighthouse she saw the constellation Pisces in the night
sky. Alden looked at the stars too.
"Laurette," he
said softly. Her gaze turned to him, her eyes were glittering
in the dim moonlight. "I know we some from different worlds,
and I know that I've only known you for a few days...but I also
know, that I feel as if I've known you all my life..I feel like
without you I cannot write..." he paused, "Laurette,
you are my inspiration, and I love you".
"I love you too, Alden" Laurette
whispered. Alden's gaze returned to the starts, and then back
to her.
"Let us make a promise. Whenever we see the stars Pisces, we will
always think of each other," he offered.
She
locked her eyes with his and said, "It won't be too hard.
Seeing that we're both two fish out of water," she
smiled.
"One thing that will never go old, one thing that is timeless,
is your smile," Alden hugged her.
"and our love," Laurette corrected.
"Yes," Alden agreed , "Just like the British Isles.
The sun will never set on our love!"
Days
passed each on better than the next. The young couple talked
hours and hours about art. Laurette painted and Alden wrote in
each other's company, asking the other's advice. To every ball
or gala they were seen dancing and laughing together. Secretly,
Laurette had become a patriot. She realized that here in America
there was more freedom, more chances for young women, though
she still disagreed with the war. She thought there was another
way.
One
day, Alden told her that he was going to fight in the war.
Laurette despite her concerns for him, didn't argue. She
knew
that she wasn't the only one that needed him. His country did,
their country did. Alden told her to meet him by the dock.
He was leaving by sea and he wanted her to be his last memory
of
beautiful Maryland before he left.
The
next morning Laurette dressed in a peach chiffon dress, with
a deep purple ribbon
that was tied around the waist. Alden
had
nicknamed her Sunset, and she wanted to make sure that she
looked the part today. As she walked to the docks, she couldn't
help
crying a little. She didn't want Alden to be hurt. Then she
saw him; he was in his uniform. He tipped his hat when he
saw her,
and before she knew what she was doing she had raced into
his arms tears and all. When she looked up into his eyes, she
the
warmth and the glint.
He
knelt down and said, "I have
talked to your parents. They have given permission. Will
you marry me when I get back?" he
took a silver ring with a smooth pearl out of his pocket.
Laurette nodded she couldn't speak.
"I
never liked diamonds, they looked to sharp and vain, but pearls
were always soft
and gentle".
He looked at her and slipped the ring on. "We will,
marry when I get back." The boat blew it's horn.
He gave her one last hug and whispered, "Look for
Pisces in the night sky."
She smiled and a tear fell from her eye. He turned and
boarded the boat, as it set sail. Laurette saw Alden
even over the
noise of the ocean she heard him yell, "The sun
will never set on our love!"
Laurette
sighed, it had been seventy long years. She remembered it all
as if it were yesterday. Her parents had eventually found
out the Alden was a patriot from Catherine. No matter how much
she tried, none of her letters ever reached him, and all she
got of his letters were the remaining ashes. Aldercy never had
any warmth in her eyes for her any longer, and her mother cried
every time she saw the ring. Then one day, her father had come
home with the casualty lists, and though he had said it gently,
she had run into the gardens and cried. She had yelled at them
that Alden did not die, and wouldn't.
After
that her mother, father, and Aldercy and tried everything for
her to forget
her dead fiancée; bringing in new suitors,
and giving her lavish gifts. Aldercy's eyes had a new warmth
of sympathy. Her father showed her the newspaper and how it
was said that a young patriot had written the poem for the
only one
he ever loved before dying. She knew the wording to be Alden's
when she read the title, "The Sun Will Never Set on Our
Love", but still she ignored the fact that he was dead.
Despite their efforts Laurette never married, only painted
day after day. Catherine of course had married, and was living
happily
with her family.
Laurette
had grown old, waiting every night by the docks at sunset for
him to return. This night she had
a feeling he would
come
home, home to beautiful Maryland, home to her. The sun set
slowly, and just as the rays were almost gone. She saw him,
he was standing
in the water, in his uniform. He was so far away. She walked
into the water towards him and he caught her in his arms.
Then he softly whispered, "I told you the sun will never
set on our love!."
The
Revolutionary war had changed things forever. Torn apart families,
and happy couples, both loyalist,
and
patriot, suffered
from the aftermath. Lives were gone, and those that lived
had different
lives than before. Though the war had changed things for
the worse, it had also changed things for the better. It
had given
a new country life, liberty, freedom, independence, and
many more things. Although, the sun had seemed to finally set
on the British Isles, it had never stopped shining on love. |